Soph NO
A marathon was my lifetime ambition too, from a fat short sighted lass
At the age of 37, I finally entered one in Cardiff, as i couldnt get into London
It was one of the most demoralising experiences of my life, I had to walk loads and finished 8th from bottom.
I never knew how my mental staying power could be tested
But I crossed the finish line in just under 6 hours, dodging cars, and only my parents and hubby there( my dad wasnt too impressed)
As I crossed the finish line, my forst thought was " Ill do this properly next time"
Five weeks later i ran a half marathon
You cant predict how your individual marathon will go on the day
It may not be perfect
it will probably be the hardest thing you ever do
You wont achieve perfection
That DOESNT mean dont do it, it is one of the biggest things ive ever done, even more than saving lives etc, cos i did it for ME, and it was a HUGE test of mental stamina, not so much physical
But please dont spoil the occasion for yourself like i did with perfectionism
Finish the first, be proud and then fine tune!!
Soory, rant over,I m on the gin