Hi all
I'm feeling a bit better today thanks. Thank you for all your help and encouragement. I know I should stay strong and keep my chin up, just sometimes is easier said than done.
Today I have got quite a lot done. More Christmas shopping done, food shopping done, treat to myself (some nice new earings), ordered the new guest bed to be delivered in time for Christmas, loft stuff ordered for garage to create more space, fed fish, afternoon nap, letter written to seller of the apartment I bought and email to Watchdog in hope that I can claw something back and not sit on the fact that I've lost 60k Euros. It's a long shot but I'm living in hope of it pulling through or winning the lottery. Now to chill out and hide.
Stewart - your mad on your races, but go for it, sure you'll do great.
Silver - glad you've decided on the Bedford one.
Boo/Em - you two just keep going
Hope you had good birthday too, sure you've both just had or about to have one. Boo, with you on the rides too, I did Alton Towers for my birthday 
Mal - hope you are doing well xxx
Santa run - I'd love to, but slight snag, it's too far for me. Must get Carl to get the bike sorted for me so I can get out and about. Not looking forward to it being cold, but better than nothing. As for enjoying riding, not in the past, I'm afraid of bikes after falling off them, having broken ones, being knocked over by one. Things might be different now, you never know.
Ok, off for dinner before feeding the fish yet again. Should bake too but that can wait until tomorrow me thinks, or will do later if get the energy.