WELL............................
How did I do this week. I was meant to do more in the middle of the week then i did but just felt a bit underpar in the week.. So 5km and 8km should have done a bit more.
But today, Sunday the 12th of August. I managed to run 20 km. How good is that considering on the 1st of May about 100 days ago i couldn't run 50 yards.
So i looked on the scales today and just edged into the 11st category... 11st 13.8 when I started my diet on 21st of March this year i was 15st 8lbs.
So i bet you can imagine just how bloody good i feel tonight being able to do that.
Oh.... It's amazing after my 20km run today my dog wanted to lick me non-stop and when i felt my skin i realised it was totally covered in Salt. I must have sweated so much my skin was encrusted with salt. I felt like a pile of poo for 5 minutes, had a 2 minute lay down on the bed and that got me back together, thankfully
I had a diet coke a cold shower, and a egg and bacon sandwich, I felt graet after that 
I took about 10 jelly babies with me and popped one each km from 5 km onwards until i ran out. I wish that I had a bigger pocket 
Slightly stiff now ok bloody stiff when I walk up stairs but well on the way to recovery. So 9 weeks to go and i can do 20 of the 42.2ish km.
I have to confess I have a problem I am to slow I just cannot get myself much quicker and if i do the marathon takes 1.3 x half thing i'm screwed with a strict 6 hour cut off. But I will get that bit faster I hope .... and I think at my speed i'm also hoping there will be less of a drop off.
One really hard thing was my brain. About 12.5 or 13k in I had this insane 5 minute section where I just felt emotionally crap. I was saying to myself it's stupid you are useless and cannot do the marathon, 7h yes, 6 no. Your just wasting your time so stop now. Just walk home and give up. lie and say you have an injury just STOP. I felt awful in my own skull, but thankfully it was only for a few minutes, and i got my head around it and just kicked myself metaphorically and just got my arse back into gear and kept going.
I'm lousy at this running lark, but i'm not a quitter. I guess someone will wave at me 24 or 25 miles into the marathon saying sorry your time is up... But, if that happens then so be it. I'm not darn well quitting, and i'm going to give it everything that i've got over the next 9 weeks.
Steph