Morning all!
One year on and I'm still here!!!
Thanks for all the support you've shown me on here, it's really helped get me through when time have been tough. I don't doubt that there are still some more tough bits to come, but I feel as though I'm making much more headway, much faster now. Last night I got rid of some old photo collages that I did years ago; we took them down last weekend to get the sofa bed out and I decided that rather than just put them back up out of habit that they've always been there we should go through all the photos we took down and properly decide which ones should go back up. I mean, do we really need 20 year old pictures of my nephew as a baby, or wouldn't it be better to put up some more current ones?! Then I looked at the collages and realised that in all of them I'm drunk or wrecked; sometimes stoned, sometimes just a bit drunk, other times hammered, and other times virtually passed out. In fact pretty much everyone in every photo was drunk or blitzed on something or other. And I realised that all they did was serve to remind me of the person I was. I don't even see most of the people in the pictures any more; some died because of drinking or drugs, some fell out with because of the drinking and some moved away and are now recovering alcoholics too. So did I really need reminding of all that, or did I want to replace them with the sober me, with better memories that will help me move forward and not tie me to the past. I decided I wanted to move forward, so I took all the photos out of the frames and binned them. I have hundreds of photos of times past, so if I feel nostalgic I can dig out some of them and reminisce, and there might even be some sober ones in there somewhere! But now it's time to make new memories, and move forward into a brighter future.
Today is my first anniversary, and also in a way my New Years Day - happy new year everyone!! 
Cinders - I put stuff on the local Facebook pages for my area! It's free and you don't have all the hassle of waiting for people to bid and stuff and they just come and collect so no postage worries. You just post a picture of what you're selling and the price and wait and see if people want it or not. Sometimes there's a bit of haggling and sometimes things don't sell at all, in which case I just repost them a week or two later and see if they go then. If not I take them to the charity shop 
Thanks for the fatbrain tip Trigger, I have six boxes of books that I'm trying to get rid of and none of the local secondhand book shops are taking books any more. Will check that site out and see if they are interested.
Keep at it with the hills Sinbad they do get easier. We do hill repeats at running club about once a month (when I can go
) and we were taught to 'power up' them. Maybe you could try a session just doing some powering up the hill, then walking down, then powering up again as that really does help.
You should be able to have a polytunnel SL, after all they're really just a bigger version of a greenhouse and surely they don't object to those? Anyway I have now purchased one on e-bay for £55 which is 7' x 7' x 15' and is a nice archway shape so I'll be able to utilise most of the space to dig in. Some of them were a semi-circular shape which meant that you'd not have been able to dig near the edges as you couldn't have stood up. I'm kind of hoping it will come by the weekend so we can get it up, but as i