I could, and I want to. But I need to have an income or I'll end up living in a shed 
I seem to be subject to rules and obligations that none of the other PhD students are, and I'm fed up of it. Too much stress and I've lost all motivation 
Enough sad faces, it's October. Which according to my diary is the month of The Cow of Wisdom.
Whenever you're uncertain, and you don't know what to do. The Cow of Wisdom answers, "Just chill out and Moo!"
