Suppose everyone is correct about my views... If my haters and there are some protest constantly telling others trying to embarrass me about wearing tights, has to be a reason why...
I've concluded if they protest enough being my worst haters in reality they desire me in some strange level.. Sort of like a child pulling girls pigtails in school liking her but being mean and crule at the same time.. Guess some females really like me to some extent but prefer if i wore something other then tights, thus the obsessIon of my clothing. Also i ignore others if they have strong negative feelings about my clothing.. Thus some want to go beyond the norm of hate to get a reaction from me and aknowledge there correct and take there advice...
As for being preoccupied by it only when i see peoples sly grins looking down upon me as there better then me.. Not in my head just years of years of careful observation of people finding me as a joke wearing what i do.
Leave you with one quote. My mind is like an elephant i never forget the cruel things they say! Some say i may have more in common with elephant then there brains looking upon me in the front.. Thus the ladies want to get to know what i really got hidden so tightly down there... Everytime i do alternating bent leg abdominal crunches always women feel it is a good opportunity to stare upon me... Suppose there is slight envy and intrigue when people see me in tights. While others feel i look confident to wearing tights i must have a big ego thus the need to put me down. Never have i thought i was showing off my big bulge for everyone to see on purpose. Yet others feel the need to look at it first then any part of my body.. Yes, some females have commented on how big it is, having made fun upon how i look so unsymetrical...small hands and fingers asking how on earth could i possibly masterbate or walk correctly with three legs... There jokes not mine that i overhear...
So ya, i suppose envy is a factor when others look at me..
Edited: 13/02/2013 at 11:07
