I want to be a runner; I love running, but why is it so hard to keep going?
I enter and do a race, train well, maybe enter a couple more, then at some point something happens and I lose it; It isn't overtraining, I've never run more than 4 times a week, I build up slowly, follow a plan.
I think it's something to do with the way you lose form if you don't run, I go swimming every now and again, and ok, I'm not quick, but I can keep swimming for 3/4 hour, even if I haven't been for 6 months,so is it because slow running becomes walking , which then feels like failing (I KNOW it isn't) slow swimming is still swimming!! etc etc
I know that next time I go out running, it will be painful; my chest will hurt, i'll have to walk, I'll beat myself up with the fact that last October I could run 15 miles and now I can't do 3,
but I will do it eventually, so why didn't I do it tonight??