Another year has passed since the second op. Had to wait until late spring before I could try running again.
Tried running more this year, struggled mentally with running outside particularly with hills. Started with treadmill running around June time.
In August I thought I need to get over my fears now. I contacted the Mens Health Survival Challenge organisors and had a chat with them, This is the event that I broke my leg on. They agreed me a place in the race for October.
I now had to seriously get running. I could manager about 5k indoors at this point. I did some research and bought some mountain style trail shoes, big rubber spikes and sticky rubber. I then took to the local hills and started to build back up.
At the end of September I entered the Nottingham half marathon (flat roads I know) to see if I could manage distance. I still get a lot of pain in the ankle but it does not seem to worsen so I kept running. Completed in a modest 1h 53. Somewhat off my old PB's of 1h35s.
I turned up at the start for the Survival Challenge, never been so nervous about a race, tried all my old techniques of listening to certain music anthems, pysching my self and focusing. I decided to start mid position in the pack and take me time.
The first few obstacles were easy (being lightweight helps). I reached the place where I broke my leg and the course avoids the exact spot now but I still have to walk down the hills but everyone who overtook me I caught back up on the flats. I ran a good race and enjoyed the event and atmosphere to finish in 1h 25m. Not sure whats good for this race but I had accomplised my goal.
Need to try bigger, better and faster now.