Mental illness and running

Ah I see, I'll have brekkie in me so hopefully won't be an issue

Job resigned from

Ooo well done bear. do you feel better for having made your decision?

I had the most pathetic OCD nightmare ever last night ... Some people that didn't like me at different points in my life broke into my house and started touching stuff then they wouldn't go and had a big dirty party with lots of people writing on walls and spreading germs .... I REALLY need to get the hot water fixed cos that's just ridiculous. In my defence my dream did go on to find murdered people everywhere so it was conventionally scary too  - is it bad I was more scared of the touching stuff?

Tbh it was jump or be pushed, and the union advised it would look better.  I still have to send in sick notes for my period of notice so it doesn't quite feel like the end of a chapter yet - I think it might feel nicer when that happens.  Still got to get rid of all this nonesense in my head and then rebuild my life and career so feeling a bit overwhelmed but trying not to worry about that yet - it'll happen in good time.

Sorry to hear about your dream, sounds scary.  Has your landlord not starting the water out?  on your behalf

Nope there is a warning on their system saying they must text or email me cos I can't talk on the phone. I filled in the form with all 0's for the number then wrote in the comments 'I can't talk on the phone either to make or recieve calls but you can email or text me on ' They did what they always do; harrassed me with phone calls leaving messages telling me to call them back for three days. I emailed the landlord to explain, he phoned them. Told them to read thewarning on the system, or my note and to text or email. Then the stinky company have gone completely silent instead. I suspect they've sent me another stressy letter telling me that they tried to call me on x date at x time and y date at y time etc but I failed to respond so they have closed the repair request. They ALWAYS do that. It's really frustrating and it's dragging out what is already a slow system took five hours to do the washing up yesterday cos the rituals are all fecked up and I had to keep starting over 

I'm off to the gym now though so I'll be happier then. 

Poor bear that sounds tough. It's really hard when everything seems up in the air and you don't know what life is going to look like in a few months time but it will fall into place. Your qualifications aren't going anywhere. You'll be able to concentrate on getting better now without the stress of sicknotes and OH appointments.  

Grrrr they are rubbish!

Well done Moo

The lovely Sossidge has phoned them up and been cross for me They are calling her back tomorrow. 

Aww that's so cute, clever, gorgeous little Moo. What a sweetie. 

That sounds pretty tough by 'eck.  Glad things worked out though. A therapist once told me I'll never regain exactly the same path as I was on before the 'stuff' but I'll find my own new parallel path with it's own merits along the way. 

Yay that's good news

She quoted the DDA at them and got cross. I love Sossidge but I'd be scared!!  

*hides behind sofa*

Joking apart I'm happy to call peeps for you if it helps, SOLB

Bears eat sossidges though nom nom nom

Not *the* Sossidge!

*pacmans sweets anyway*

I'm sure Sossidge will be relieved  
I'm yawning lots; I think it might be nearly bedtime