I wanted a place where we could get advice and support.
oooo that sounds yummy, yes please
SOSSIDGE!! I was just about to upload a picture of the beautiful ring you made (I emailed it to you already)
(it's only slightly upside down )
SOLBsis studying in the background!
Ooo I likey!
*waves to Sossidge*
It's amazing isn't it, Sossidge is obscenely talented.
I'm not doing brilliantly on the OCD work re: food again today, not sure how to keep myself focused, I've not done any exercise for almost two weeks now, cos I felt sick and tired (nightmares and nausea I think) I wonder if that'll help or not.
I am supposed to be trying to focus on making real meals with an emphasis on noticing whether I like it or not cos I usually don't care about food and just eat stuff that has the right mix of carbs and protein etc it's all quite dry and I wouldn't dare serve it to anyone else!
Honestly I think a big part of the problem at the moment is that I feel really fat and have a massive urge to stop eating. I feel bloated, guilty and massive every time I eat anything. I know that not eating is a stupid idea and I'm not giving in to it but it's making eating harder aside from the OCD. It's like it's in my best interests to let the OCD win.
I feel so fat I don't even want to shower in case I look down and suddenly have a ginormous fat stomach. It's been a bit of a problem for a about a week. I don't think it'll get out of hand and I'm not desperately worried, it's more uncomfortable that massively problematic but I thought I should be honest with you all
Yay for *gangle hugs*, be careful with Hubby's chopper (snigger fnarr fnarr)
Maybe have a word with the CPN on Friday if you're seeing her then SOLB, I've not a huge amount of experience but I imagine these things can creep back in if you're not careful
I want a lanky, gangly limbs too long for body hug *steals Sossidges hug from Bear*
I probably should Bear but she's a bit too far on the other extreme, she's rather fond of her food and is likely to overreact a bit ... or is that just cos I don't want her watching any more closely? *looks a bit conflicted*
I'm pretty sure it'll pass of it's own accord in a few days, it really isn't at the point where I'll starve to death or anything and I'm still eating the minimum number of calories it's just disruptive to the OCD work cos it's very disorganised and I wanted to get back on track with the three meals a day sensible thing
oi gimme that hug back
*hugs SOLB* *grabs gangly hug*
ahhh well I guess I was caught hug snatching fair and square
I guess I'd better go off and look for food I don't like this bit but it'll get easier in a couple of days and if I run I'll need to fuel. I can do it
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