Good luck on the presentation Bricki.
Can I ask how other people cope at work? Do your colleagues and employers know about your difficulties and does it impact on your work? When I'm down I get brain freeze and its like my head is full of treacle so I work really slowly. But they don't understand. And my colleagues just think I'm pathetic and lazy, When I'm well I can work as normal, its just in the dips but by then I have a backlog which is really stressful to catch up on. And that causes another crash and so it goes on. How does everyone else cope?