Jenf it has been so good chatting to you & getting to meet everyone on the forums. I really, really, really thought you were in with a very good chance to win. You are still going to have a very big following no matter what you do!
I loved reading your daughter's words above and I don't think there can be anything more rewarding for a mum to hear than love and appreciation from their children. I believe it's who you are as a person that matters and PB's are the cherry on the top of that... which you will be getting many more of very soon.
I hope I can try to stay in touch with you and follow your PB progress and give any (little) advice I can. Lots of love xox Caroline