I'm not looking for a quick fix Tim, and I know that training for a marathon is neither easy nor quick. I also appreciate that it's not just a physical journey but also a mental one and in order for me to cope with mental challenge I need to feel comfortable about how I'm running and how I'm fuelling those runs.
I just do not function without breakfast and I do not function when hungry, it's the way my body works. I have friends who cannot eat in the morning, it makes them feel ill and they are happy to run on empty until 10 or 11am before having something to eat. That works for them, but not for me. I have tried running on an empty tummy first thing in the morning and running longer runs without fuel but it doesn't work for me; getting dizzy and nearly passing out on the road is really not fun. Everyone's body works in a different way and mine works differently to yours, but that doesn't make how often I need to take on board fuel or how my body reacts to being hungry wrong, it just makes it different. If running on empty works for you then that's fine, but it doesn't work for me.
I currently have a bowl of porridge before I go out, but I am genuinely hungry around three hours later. For you this wouldn't be a problem as you are near the end of your long run, but I could still have an hour or so to go with mine. I just don't like the gels, I don't like the taste, the texture, the sweetness, nothing at all about them. I'm not the sort of person who can consume something that I don't like and as there are alternatives I don't see why I should have to. I'm not dismissing your advice, and I've already apologised for over reacting and said thank you. I just needed some advice to help me through the training in a way that will work for me won't see me dreading it. I will have enough struggles doing this and I just don't want fuelling to be another one. 