Stevie - well done

. A glance at my parkrun times would show I very rarely run them flat out. I must be an absolute nightmare for anyone intending to use me as a guide, I hardly ever have a plan for them. Sometimes it is a spontaneous blast, other times a social few miles within a 12 miler or something. I treat parkrun on a XC day the same way as I would doing an easy double before an afternoon or evening race.
The exception to that is I ran my 5K pb of 19.35 in the morning too long ago, cry) and started at the back in XC the same afternoon so as not to go off too fast (doing it the opposite way that day, I was intending to just show my face for the club and wasn't bothered about any kind of time/position), but went on to fairly easily progressing the pace and being first counter.
That said, today was horrendous. The course itself wasn't bad, the weather was nice, wasn't hugely muddy, apart from a couple of sections and not too hilly, but my breathing was way off by 400m. I've DNS'd a few times, but have never DNF'd before and whilst I have had some horrible, disastrous, miserable races in the past, today was the first time I had seriously, seriously considered calling it quits.
I was miles from being any kind of counter today, but kept going - cos I'm stubborn as owt - and finished it. Club retains our lead with one race to go and I live another day. One more race and then I go back to the main pack next season and don't have to have a stupid 2 minute handicap, which is just cruel when you're race unfit, like me.
Poor Minni just got moved up last race so will have to stay with the handicap for all of next season regardless of how she starts off the season next year. Lucky you
Good luck to Minni and WJH in their HM's tomorrow and to BBB in the 10K.
10K's just hurt full stop. 5K is brutal but over quickly, you have time in a HM + to ease off and recover, but 10K, you have to start strong and just endure it!