The alarm went off at 5 am, with a groan, we got up and went through the process of breakfast and loading the bikes into the car. We found a car park space easily, headed through the tent for body marking then off to transition to re-rack the bikes. I've never seen so many disc wheels and pecker helmets in one space, it was really intimidating and not for the first time I wondered what the hell I was doing here. With a couple of hours to chill we found chairs in the marking tent and watched everyone faff around us while we tried to keep warm. Wetsuits were donned with just under an hour to go. We made our way down to the lake side to dump the pre-swim bags and watch the elites go off at 7.45am. The temperature of the water was a balmy 15 degrees. Cold but actually much warmer than the air temperature! I put my feet in the water to warm them up which it did, until they turned back to blocks of ice. It was the last I would feel of my feet until the run.
The elites were off with the sound of a canon. Watching the age group men head off to the start I waded in and had a quick wee before breast stroking my way to the start. The lake had looked flat and serene from the bank. Once in, it was a decidedly different matter. The swell was substantial and made it difficult to see the bhoys at the turnaround. Not being the strongest swimmer in the world it freaked me out. But moreso I felt for Toucs knowing that he gets seasick in much calmer waters than this. Trying to put it out of my mind I watched the men waiting for the off. Expecting another cannon fire, there was confusion when a horn went off. About five seconds later someone figured that was that and started swimming. He must have had a ten second head start before everyone followed.
We lined up ready to go, the swell making me more and more nervous until the hooter sounded and off we went. The plan had been to start with the leaders and hang onto someone's feet but since there were so few of us, they headed off before I could get myself into gear and very soon I found myself on my own once again. It was terrible. I couldn't see where we were supposed to be headed, the swell was making me feel sick. Once or twice I nearly got bowled over onto my back by the waves. It was such hard work to make any progress.I stopped to see if I could find a landmark to sight to. The was a hill behind what looked like the first turnaround marker so heading for that I resolved together my head in the water and try and ignore everything going of around me. About a hundred yards away from the turnarounds saw a motorboat head out to a canoe and wondered if they were pulling Toucs out of the water. Hoping he was still ok I ploughed on and reached the half way point with relief.
Coming back was even worse. I got more and more fatigued and freaked out until I hoped beyond hope I'd missed the swim cutoff of 1.10 and could retire gracefully.Turning for shore meant the swell was finally with us. I kind of surfed back to shore with some arbitrary strokes until I could get my feet down and stagger out. The time on the clock registered 1.17 but was started when the elites went off 15 minutes before us. 1.03 damn it. I'd have to continue. The run to transition was a long one along the harbour road before climbing a steep set of stairs. All along people were congratulating and encouraging. It was to set the trend for the day. I barely had the energy left to thank them.A helper was waiting with my bag at the top of the stairs and ushered me into the change tent. She was amazing, helping me get the wetsuit off, put my clothes on and applied sunscreen. I left the change tent with Toucs on my mind. Hoping he would be ok.