gosh Cheesey you asked me a soul searching question "when do I feel like myself" apart from on here where I feel safe, it only with my Snaunty and friends that I can let my hair down and be myself. How very sad.
Coco - I see your point about being on my own, yes I do enjoy it but would I enjoy it all the time? I often go and sit on my own in the house. I dont know. Its a confusing state I'm in.
Friend and neighbour is moving out today, I'm gonna miss her popping in. Not moving far though so will give me a chance to increase me walking fitness going to her house. Currently it's only about 20 strides!!
Big stress for her though, house has taken longer to exchange, hubby got made redundant and started a new job this week and she's about to have her second baby at any time!!!!
One day she'll look back and laugh.....
Morning exercises are done so shower and work. The weekend is on the horizon guys. Woohoo
Thanks guys, I know no one can resolve the situation, but rather than screaming in side I just like to vent in a safe place. I've got myself in this situation so have to find a way out or to deal with it. Sometimes I just feel smothered tho. Last Saturday I had the night to myself. It's only the 2nd time I've been in the house alone. Was bliss.
I meant to post this morning, then got sidetracked with work!!!
((((Podds and DG))))
DL - it must be the most difficult thing about fostering, but you will bring so many happy times to so many kids, it'll be worth it (I'm sure you will also provide some hilarious moments to the kids too!!!) And I feel your pain with the cramp, had it in my bad leg, I actually cried out in pain, which woke up OH in a panic!!!
MC - brilliant swim, braver than me, I only like swimming in open water when on holiday somewhere hot and sandy!
Yums - I think its the heat, everyone seems a bit blah! and with teenagers it must be double blah
I'm feeling a bit suffocated at the moment, life has returned to "normal" but inside I'm screaming. Life is going to continue the same for the next 20 years, do I want that? am I happy? am I too comfortable to make a change? I have no idea on the answers, I'm hoping I get a "sign" Either that or at some point I'll just snap.