DL I have to admit when I go away my toiletries seem to take most of the room!
It's scorchio in the SW too! But I'm not complaining, oh no I wouldn't dare
Spence, fantastic running and lunging on your holibob, PT will be pleased with you
I've been having rubbish nights sleep, think my imagination is getting the better of me. But I am dog sitting this week. She's soft as a brush, but would bark if anyone came round.
Had a Right drama with her yesterday, she's a staffie and collie cross and likes to run REALLY fast! We went out early yesterday, she was running 100mph and I lost sight of her, when I caught up she had run into a family and knocked over the toddler. I was horrified. And shocked that someone was on the beach so early. Then she ran up the outside of a cliff, not bothering with the steps!!! Crazy dog. Today I took her on my run, we did 3 miles, she loved it. Seem to be a bit more under control today. Not sure I will survive until Saturday!
Sorry for the absence again, its been bloody crazy here. So.......
Divorce has taken a turn for the worst, which resulted in a threatening phone call and had to get the police involved. I've been too scared to go home so have been staying at blokes. Will be going home tomorrow as things have hopefully calmed down. I still don't feel safe to go to the town, so will be keeping a low profile for a bit.
Divorce still not sorted. I'm very annoyed
Work has been very stressful, my boss isn't really on board with the dept growing, so its like playing football in a minefield. Its horrendous. But some proper grown-ups are now involved at a very high level so I'm hoping it will get sorted soon. If all goes well it will make our trust a lot of money.
And one thing I've found out, when I'm stressed, I eat.....at lot. When I look back on this year I just cant believe whats happened, Divorce, mum died, nan died, threats, and still trying to find out who I am and building a new life for me.
I go on holiday in 4 weeks, its depressing that last year I worked hard to wear my bikini and now I've undone all that hard work. But Jeez I really need time to relax away from it all.
Yums you did make me laugh about FC6 and the BBQ!!!
Dragon, that's a sad end, but like Meldy said it could be his life choice. My nan had a relative like that, he never went out, she checked on him now and then, which he didn't like, had a similar end. Very sad.
Daffs, take it easy but keep moving!
Another plod this morning, eating habits still need working on tho. Oh well keep on trying!!!
Even tho running hurts, you just gotta love it. For example:
This morning woke up feeling low, had a cuppa with bloke and off he went to work, I was on my own thinking about loss, my divorce and regrets I have about family etc. started to feel very down and slipping into a dark hole. But then today is my run day, it's peeing it down outside, so started to make excuses. That got me feeling even more down because of how unhealthy I feel. Right, I said, get your running gear on and out the door I went. Did a 5k of r/w, my thoughts were still with me but more about dealing with loss while still making the most of life.