I did, I've admitted that. Not sure if your just having a dig now tbh, nothing untoward here. If your bored then move on, happy to take advice but you just seem to be posting to ridicule. Not even sure what the aim of this discussion is now tbh. Im aware im unfit, im aware whats involved, im aware I need time on the road bike not the mountain bike.
I did lose a lot of fitness quickly in the summer, I actually started a new job april that was 8-6 office job so found it hard to train, so now back working from home for same employer so I have that flexible option.