Gah, just had to express my milk so the doc could send a swab off. Luckily she was very matter of fact so it only felt 'quite' weird. She is not too worried but is going to chat to the gp I saw last time and get back to me.
EF - I'm sure it still does 'hurt', you had to make an awful decision but I'm pretty sure most of us would have done the same thing too xxx
CM - hmm, I don't think I realised that situation with N was still dragging on. It sounds like in lots of ways he is a great guy but it won't help if he can't sort it out as that will shadow the relationship you have which isn't helpful.