Hi samsunguser. It certainly is difficult for people to understand how important it is to be able to keep running for some people. I find that everything in running seems to be just about physical health and fitness but for me it feels like a totally different world which others just don't seem to understand. I do seem to be gradually getting out and doing a bit more running now - having recently gone onto different anti-depressants (the 4th lot I've tried) - but the anxiety is still a major problem and I still don't feel at a point where I'm actually able to enjoy the running. I turned out a club session tonight and discovered to my horror that it was a hills session. I really need to put that one out of my mind now as it certainly did my confidence no good at all. Anyway, hope you are able to get up and running again soon.