I've been lurking and great weekend for Cheesy and Amandax, well done.
Good news first, started back running this morning. I've started the C210k plan. Was ok, lots of walking which at the minuite is fine by me!!! And I've moved back home, and nan is with me for a couple of weeks, she told her friend "grandaughter needs me" I think we're both looking out for each other and she wants to keep busy.
Now onto the annoying Ex. So far I've played the card - lets stay calm, no matter what abuse he's giving me, if we stay calm we can sort out our split. This morning I ripped up that card, trampled on it and set fire to it. The abuse started at 7.30am, mid abuse was the message "snaunty would be discusted with you" Now given the fact its her 1yr memorial today, I was already on the thin ledge of keeping it together, well I just fell apart. After I pulled myself together, I got angry, told him dont bother contacting me again, my solicitor will be in touch with him. I am hurt and so angry. I didnt forgive him for what happend on this day last year, I certianly wont ever forget this now. And OMG how expensive is it to divorce!!!!
Back to positive thoughts - another run planned tomorrow