((((Snaily)))) Guilt can be a funny thing. But try and remember, you are not ruining his life, he is not ruining yours, your just have a different view on how life will move forward from now, and its in different directions. If it was the same direction, there would be no problems, would there.
I do not for one minute think you will have any problem looking after a house! he will have to learn the same skill (that he has probably watched you do to perfection a thousand times over the years!)
As has been said, try REALLY hard to keep it civil, and get the legal agreement signed, sealed and so water tight it will squeak! (from my own experience a couple years back) Do not scrimp on that bit like I did
Good luck with your future life Oh, and in case your wondering, the pain subsides as the eventual happiness fill that space.
Hope everyone else is doing well not been around much lately
Yep me too initially, even felt a twit buying them at my age , but was pursuaded to try them and actually found I like them ,,,, mind you, some of the flavours ARE awful, no wonder some babies grow up hating certain foods. I still like the fruit ones best
Try baby food packs. A friend put me onto them and the way she runs ultras, if it good enough for her etc etc They are really easy to take too, just squeeze the pack, and almost liquidised food comes out, and they have a cap so you dont have to take it all at once. Mind you, I usually do .... cos I actually like most of the flavours! Personnally I like the chicken one and most of the fruit desert ones.
Being almost liquid, they are easy to swallow too, great if your struggling with food/dodgy tum like I usually do. My long runs I always have some with me now.
Too many gels set off acid reflux with me. I only use them for emergencies now as I can grit my teeth, hold my stomach and hope they stay down..
When your on the W100, hopefully we will have some of our home made goodies left such as polenta cacke and chocolate nut and rice cakes, these may well help you too, as easy to digest. I'll let you know which station we will be manning when I know.