Posted: 21/03/2015 at 00:37
If you find you can't overcome 'these obstacles', which I'm inferring you mean a drinking problem, then please, seek help. Four days sober is no big deal you know? Sorry, but it just isn't. Anyone can stop drinking, staying stopped was what I found hard. The thing about being sober is that time goes slowly, I felt restless, irritable and discontented; I didn't know what to do with myself. Anxiety and stress wore me down till I snapped and started drinking. Then once I started, I usually finished the job.
And as the years ticked by, my alcoholism just got progressively worse; that's pretty normal.
I found my solution in A.A., but there's lots of different organisations and programs around; honestly, if you find you can't do it by yourself, start investigating some outside help.
And that's not a bad 10k time too.