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Mental illness and running

Posted: 14/10/2015 at 15:30

Hello Lincoln Runner Purple Green Imp - impressive name change!

I have so so much to update on really; since I last checked in I've got married, been in the psychiatric ward; fallen apart an impressive number of times and got so poorly the Mrs had to become my carer (rubbish)

However, I have the most wonderful Psychiatrist I've ever met; she is warm and funny and caring and not at all officious - she doesn't ask probing questions if she doesn't need to .... plus she has very nice eyes

Have just come out of a mega relapse after some time in Respite and am starting to feel more positive, although motivation is weirdly lacking.

We are trying to make me better from the inside out as I have so many somatic symptoms too. I've ditched anything chemically including diet coke and hot chocolate. We are only eating things that our grannies grannies would have identified as food rather than 'food like substances.' Really hoping it will help as sport has suffered massively since January (I've run half a dozen times and only kept up with rowing - haven't done crossfit which I love, or climbing which I also loved at all) Time to let the positivity shine through - if I can.

I'm hoping not putting crap fuel in will help me to regain some energy and enthusiasm although I am also aware that it might be a silly rescue me fad or that the cocktail of meds I'm on might interfere with cutting out the chemicals (not going to stop taking the meds!)

Ive been doped up on Diazepam and Lorazepam for most of the last three months in addition to the other meds. Now just taking Agomelatine and Venlafaxine (plus asthma meds) the Venlafaxine gives me horrific tremors which gets in the way of Chemistry experiments, writing, putting on make up  - well everything requiring fine motor skills really but it is totally worth it. Diagnosis is officially Complex Post Traumatic Stress, Dissociatve Disorder, Severe Depression. (No OCD as I've kicked that little f*ckers butt!!!!)

Lots of issues with school this year but I'll save all that stuff for another post if anyone is out there listening!

Much love xx

Mundane thread

Posted: 14/10/2015 at 15:18

Good cleaning little mouse *makes a little mess*

Where is everyone hanging out these days?

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Posted: 24/10/2014 at 22:37
From-to please

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Posted: 24/10/2014 at 21:47
I slept til 4pm, still tired :-O
I've never made Christmas cake, not sure if I like it though
I've just eaten a lot of pizza (didn't put any cheese on it either, rubbish mundanie)

Mundane thread

Posted: 23/10/2014 at 11:09
I let the girl eat my HC cos I needed to be good
Off to hand in my assignment now, am skiving off maths

Mundane thread

Posted: 22/10/2014 at 15:31
Urghhhh and double treble urghhhh

The Runner's Arms. (Forum pub.)

Posted: 21/10/2014 at 21:44

I have enough ands to last me a while but the effing essay is done ... ish

Now rather than collapsing in a heap I have the joys of cleaning ahead of a house inspection tomorrow thanks tw*tty landlord.

* Buys a drink and flumps on the bar stool *

The Runner's Arms. (Forum pub.)

Posted: 21/10/2014 at 20:07

ha ha ha, I love that! Genius!

The Runner's Arms. (Forum pub.)

Posted: 21/10/2014 at 19:31

*turns to gin* arghhh 450 words to cut from my assignment

Mundane thread

Posted: 21/10/2014 at 18:09
Oh GFB, ouch love

I have 500 words to cut and a pressing need to write a much better conclusion... So why is my wanky computer misbehaving. (yes I did say wanky but I am very very cross so it's ok)
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