Posted: 07/08/2015 at 22:03
Sorry for the absence again, its been bloody crazy here. So.......
Divorce has taken a turn for the worst, which resulted in a threatening phone call and had to get the police involved. I've been too scared to go home so have been staying at blokes. Will be going home tomorrow as things have hopefully calmed down. I still don't feel safe to go to the town, so will be keeping a low profile for a bit.
Divorce still not sorted. I'm very annoyed
Work has been very stressful, my boss isn't really on board with the dept growing, so its like playing football in a minefield. Its horrendous. But some proper grown-ups are now involved at a very high level so I'm hoping it will get sorted soon. If all goes well it will make our trust a lot of money.
And one thing I've found out, when I'm stressed, I eat.....at lot. When I look back on this year I just cant believe whats happened, Divorce, mum died, nan died, threats, and still trying to find out who I am and building a new life for me.
I go on holiday in 4 weeks, its depressing that last year I worked hard to wear my bikini and now I've undone all that hard work. But Jeez I really need time to relax away from it all.