Posted: 04/06/2015 at 10:21
I have been lurking to keep an eye on you lot, but have had a lot going on so haven't been able to contribute to the "running" stuff.
So basically I've had a nightmare with Sis and boyfriend, called the police twice due to threatening messages, but because they have come through FB the laws are different and they cant do anything. Even though we were directly threatened with "I'm going to burn your house down". Then she turns up a Nans asking for money, at which point I totally lost it and told her to bugger off (stronger words may have been used). And made it quite clear that I am not my mother and I wont put up with her behavior. We'll see what happens.
I'm dreading the burial of mums ashes, when we are all supposed to be together, but I am ready that if there is any trouble the police will be called again.
Divorce is still going on, we cant agree on finances, so I think I'm going to chuck in the towel. Its not worth it, I am moving on with my life and I have enough to start building it up again.
Nan is getting better, she is just really old now and seems quite frail. But shes still out on her mobility scooter most days!!!
So with all that going on, I've hardly been running, and have replaced it with drinking wine. But this week have felt a lot more positive. No wine, and have been running and working out. Told myself to stop stressing and deal with things as they happen.
On a more positive note me and SnailyBloke are getting on great, its such a refreshing change to have fun with someone but also have "space". He's also encourages me to do stuff and vice-versa. Hes a keen Archer, so I've encouraged him to pick it back up. He's bought a house and we've been decorating it. Well basically we gutted it. Been great fun, if a bit exhausting!!!
So the runs I've been doing are very basic, with all the drinking etc I'm at the heaviest I've ever been. Which is quite depressing. But its all my own doing, so have to un-do it.
And from Friday I'm dog-sitting. Should be interesting!!!!
Right must crack on