Sunshine Snaily

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Posted: 10/08/2015 at 20:35
Evening all

DL I have to admit when I go away my toiletries seem to take most of the room!

It's scorchio in the SW too! But I'm not complaining, oh no I wouldn't dare

Spence, fantastic running and lunging on your holibob, PT will be pleased with you

I've been having rubbish nights sleep, think my imagination is getting the better of me. But I am dog sitting this week. She's soft as a brush, but would bark if anyone came round.
Had a Right drama with her yesterday, she's a staffie and collie cross and likes to run REALLY fast! We went out early yesterday, she was running 100mph and I lost sight of her, when I caught up she had run into a family and knocked over the toddler. I was horrified. And shocked that someone was on the beach so early. Then she ran up the outside of a cliff, not bothering with the steps!!! Crazy dog. Today I took her on my run, we did 3 miles, she loved it. Seem to be a bit more under control today. Not sure I will survive until Saturday!

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Posted: 07/08/2015 at 22:03

Sorry for the absence again, its been bloody crazy here.  So.......

Divorce has taken a turn for the worst, which resulted in a threatening phone call and had to get the police involved.  I've been too scared to go home so have been staying at blokes.  Will be going home tomorrow as things have hopefully calmed down.  I still don't feel safe to go to the town, so will be keeping a low profile for a bit.

Divorce still not sorted.  I'm very annoyed

Work has been very stressful, my boss isn't really on board with the dept growing, so its like playing football in a minefield.  Its horrendous.  But some proper grown-ups are now involved at a very high level so I'm hoping it will get sorted soon.   If all goes well it will make our trust a lot of money.


And one thing I've found out, when I'm stressed, I lot.  When  I look back on this year I just cant believe whats happened, Divorce, mum died, nan died, threats, and still trying to find out who I am and building a new life for me.  

I go on holiday in 4 weeks, its depressing that last year I worked hard to wear my bikini and now I've undone all that hard work.  But Jeez I really need time to relax away from it all.

working at it slowly

Posted: 07/08/2015 at 21:55

Big hugs Larry

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Posted: 14/07/2015 at 07:36

Yums you did make me laugh about FC6 and the BBQ!!!

Dragon, that's a sad end, but like Meldy said it could be his life choice. My nan had a relative like that, he never went out, she checked on him now and then, which he didn't like, had a similar end. Very sad.

Daffs, take it easy but keep moving!

Another plod this morning, eating habits still need working on tho. Oh well keep on trying!!!

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Posted: 12/07/2015 at 08:42
Even tho running hurts, you just gotta love it. For example:
This morning woke up feeling low, had a cuppa with bloke and off he went to work, I was on my own thinking about loss, my divorce and regrets I have about family etc. started to feel very down and slipping into a dark hole. But then today is my run day, it's peeing it down outside, so started to make excuses. That got me feeling even more down because of how unhealthy I feel. Right, I said, get your running gear on and out the door I went. Did a 5k of r/w, my thoughts were still with me but more about dealing with loss while still making the most of life.

Back from my run and ready to tackle the day

Running is amazing

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Posted: 11/07/2015 at 21:31
Had a nightmare journey home, 6 hours in a hot car is not fun! Brought loads of stuff back that I just can't face going through tonight. Tea and a hot shower, that's all I've done!!!

Sluggy. That made me laugh about missing off the name.

Tomorrow I'm going for a run. It isn't going to be pretty, but I have a bikini to fit into in 6 weeks and at the moment that isn't going to be pretty either!!!

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Posted: 11/07/2015 at 08:45

Yesterday was so emotional, but we did have some fond memories and laughs between the tears. There has been some bridges built between my sis too. So will see how that goes. The girls from troupe came out too so we had a night with the girlies. Surprisingly I feel ok this morning, but won't attempt to drive until later.

I think the hardest thing is changing our routines now snailynan has gone, I keep panicking thinking I need to ring her, snailyaunty feels it more as she was her carer really. So she called in every day after work, took her shopping etc, now she has
Lots of time on her hands.

Anyway hope everyone has a great weekend,
I'll be tackling the m6/m5 later!!!

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Posted: 10/07/2015 at 06:36
Morning Been awake since 5 :/

Oh Podds take full advantage of a free stay in a hotel.

Daffs hope you back feels better and if it is the coil thingy then it should be easily sorted...... Hopefully!

JFF hope work is better today

Today is funeral day, yesterday had lots of beer while tidying up and cutting grass ready for people to come to the house. Then sat outside in the sunshine. I have a
Very red sunburn glow! Will give her a good send off today.

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Posted: 07/07/2015 at 09:59


Went for another run today, it was bloody awful and I nearly had a toilet accident!!!  and I'm huffing and puffing my way round.  But dont fret, I'll be doing it again tomorrow!!!

Yesterday I was quite poorly at work, think my blood pressure is really low (its low naturally) but I had spots in my vision and was really light headed.  Friend made me eat a doughnut (it was the only thing in the office with sugar!!!).  So today after my run I've had a recovery shake which will hopefully sort me out.

Spence - well hats off for daught for getting out there when most teenagers dont come out from their rooms!!!

DL - teenagers in general are a bliddy nightmare, for FC there is additional issues.  But you are both amazing and supportive which is what is needed really.  You are very special (in more than 1 way!!!)

Sue - are you still on a high???  Will read your blog later.  Very brave woman

A lot going on at work at the moment thats why I have to be in, I'm promoting my service to other NHS organisation which could be a really big business adventure.  Lots of executive meetings going on to build the business case.  Its very exciting and scary.  Its totally the wrong time of course, my head is all over the place, but it cant be delayed, so just trying to keep afloat with lots of people supporting at work.

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Posted: 06/07/2015 at 07:58
Can I add to the front page, I've been for a run too! Bloody awful, too much hard work and I've had to start on the c25k again!!!

Well done dragon, I was thinking of you yesterday hurtling through the sky's. Amazing experience, can't wait for pics.

Really late for work, better get my arse in gear!
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