yourself further. When you're feeling bad about a race time, just think back to life before you started running and how lucky you are that you have the health to do it. None of us should ever take that for granted. – Petite OiseauLearn to see
not On the one hand you crave success - to run a great time - and on the other hand you fear failure and the ridicule that might bring. You don't want to let others down and you don't want to let yourself down. When I ran at school I was a contender to win races